So the vacation was an awesome start to my Summer..and I thought man this will be the best Summer of my life right?....So turns out there was a bit of a speed bump in that future view due to a certain dumb dumb head who kinda ruined a lot for me this summer but on the flip side of that...I started my job as a Supervisor for the Trailblazers...yup that means I am in charge of all our 5-7 year olds. It is quite terrifying & crazy fun & crazy stressful but so rewarding. Our first week came to an end & I felt better about my whole work situation. I know it will be a hard Summer but I know that I can do it & I am so blessed to have a job at all & one that will keep my brain from over analyzing & thinking about a member of the opposite sex who I borderline hate these days. Yeah yeah hate is a strong word...but I am entitled to use that word at least for a few weeks because when your heart gets hurt badly...I think you are allowed to use the word hate in the sense of a slight hate not a deep hate. Anywho...I am trying to move on because I don't want that to hold me down or anything & sure all my plans are up in the air now & currently I am trying to decided what to do with my life/where to go/what job I want etc. So...only time will tell where I end up. For now I am loving & putting all my energy into my job until August 17th at which point I hopefully will have a path to head down. I've been looking into teaching, nannying, staying in utah, moving from Utah...so if anyone has any suggestions I am more than open to hearing them. I honestly have NO idea what to do with my life right now & honestly I think that I have so much going on that I am not allowing myself to start deciding on anything until June is over because I really think having some time to get used to my job & life is quite necessary. What else is new...hmmmm...not much...buying a car from my Uncle which I am stoked about! It is so awesome & makes me happy. Also I am excited to have my mom, sister, brother & I in closer areas because seeing them usually makes things a tad better. Well here's to a wonderful second week of camp...PS my 23rd birthday is looming on the horizon & coming up so fast. I am kind of excited until I start looking at all the people my age/ younger who are married & expecting their first kids on facebook...then I just get into a depressed funk. So I am also considering a facebook hiatus which I never thought would happen but I am playing with the idea because I don't want to just sit & envy what other people have because I know my time is coming it's just taking a wee bit longer...Okey doke..that's all for today.
Currently loving: One Direction (yup guilty), Payphone-Maroon 5, snow cones mmmmm, my new vehicle, Cheez It's Duo Parmesan & Cheese, Chocolate (same old), sleeping & more sleeping, dreaming about seeing far away places, Great Harvest & popsicles of any & all flavors, also Dawson's Creek & Netflix & So You Think You Can Dance
Currently not Loving: Adele songs that are wayyy overplayed, too many kids in a pool & a fear that one could drown, the fact that I bit down my nails way to much, guys whose names rhyme with Shorgan, Summertime allergies & my stuffy nose, not sleeping nearly well enough at night & waking up multiple times
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